3 in the morning

I have been sick for the past coupla days. Thanks ligo for asking. I have completely lost my voice today. I went to work (yup was working on Saturday) without voice and I realised that I have zero energy and could barely survive work eventho it was only 3hr work. Later on today, I have to get to work in order to pass the registration list. I dont think i could work since i have completely lost my voice and my throat sakit giler all the way to my left ear. Just like how it happened the other time.

I didn't suspect my cravings i mentioned earlier were due to anything biological. Well I just found out last Wednesday that I was pregnant. No wonder the crazy stuffs. So far alhamdulillah no morning sickness. But since I found out I was pregnant I got sick. I could only eat in small portions cos I get easily filled. So un-fun to think that I love to eat. Went to Fig & Olive on Thursday with hubby cos it was his birthday. I barely could finish the 1st sandwich. And I burp alot! A lot of air/gas. So far no food appeals to me.

The only thing that appeals to me now are books! I am reading the history of Malay/Muslims in Singapore from 1819 - 1965 a series of readings. Cool stuffs! I've been smsing a few people asking what good books to read. WTL gave good suggestion. Sorry girl didn't return your call the other day. Cos Now I have no voice. Let me recover and return your call.

Gosh I wanna go to KL - is the haze bad down there? Cos I easily get breathing difficulty and cough and discomforts.

I haven't been to the gynae yet. Don't know when I'll do that though. And I'm gonna start my new job!!! arggghhhhhhhhhh!!! I guess I won't get maternity leave.

I'm pestering my hubby to get driving license. Cos now WE DO NEEd a CAR! I don't wanna go around with two kids in a taxi. It'll be soo leceh. I'm not really a stay at home person I usually like to go out eventhough for a short trip with my son. So with two kids soon, don't know how my lifestyle would change. How has it been for you Ligo? Forgot to ask LUn - when are you due? Base on my calculation I'm due in April 07. Let's hope its 070407. Cool huh!

Oh and the other thing that appeals to me are furnitures and household stuff! Went to IKEA the other day bought 2 spaghetti jars and a lamp. I'm hungry now.

Saw queen size bed for umar. I'm now not sure whther to get single with roller bed or queensize. Need to ship him out of my room. We also need to re-do the other room cos it's like my hubby's office room. Need tomake do in this small house. Although this pregnancy caught me by surprise and I was totally unprepared for it but i do hope it's a girl. I did the online gender predictor it did say it'll be a girl. So let's wait and see!

challenges

When we want new challenges is truly 'new' challenges that we want? We are always presented with challenges everyday - chasing the bus, getting irritated with the taxi driver, getting cheated by the salesperson.

what is it that we want?

Today I am given a new challenge. I don't know whether I can accept this now, but may be Allah knows that it is time for this challenge. I feel it is tough but it is Allah's decision. I'm quitting my job because I wanted new challenge. Did I want this?

Allah knows best. Dear me, take care of yourself.

hari nie

After my so called home visit, I sempat singgah ke IKEA. I sms-ed LIgo who called me. With specific instructions on how to get to IKEA!!!

I bought some stuff for Umar (film strip) I saw some bottles and tea sets I wanna get as well as lamp but i get it later with hubby. Bought knife, alat pembukak tin (whatchamacallit?) and frames. All $73. ouchies. yang mahal is the frame.

I thought of getting langsir. just like what ligo did ( did you?). I 'm also looking around for some1 who can sew for me cushion cover. any1??

And I sneak back into the office with my stuff. Big boss takde, small boss in her cubicle. tak notice langsung. ehehhehehe.

wonder whether i could do such things later on at the new place????????????

kata kata kita

My son gives me hugs and tells me he loves me. Before he goes to sleep, when he is in bed, he would look at me and I look at him. I kiss him when he is sound asleep.

World Cup - I am rooting for FRANCE!!! abang2x aku! Stupid me I made an appointment at 10am. Urgh I seriously hope that i can be awake.

Hari ini went to see a friend who just gave birth to a girl. Lun u know her.

I'm craving for something i can't seem to point out. Food?? Book?? Shopping??? I think it's all of it.

I realised i'm not like 'other parents' who leave their kids to play with other kids while they chat with the adults. My eyes would wander to look for my son and make sure he is within an eyeshot.

It's a beautiful morning - we all deserve to be in bed

Yep. It is. And I am the first to be at work. Still dark and rainy. Just perfect weather for me. Today I'm not fasting cos I'm getting a breakfast treat. I realised that a certain kind of tea makes me cough and wheeze. I'm a tea fan though.

My current obsession is whether to convert to a smartphone or just get a plain organizer. Smartphone expensive .... plain organizer is expensive as well. I don't want to carry around when I'm out with my family the smartphone. that's why i want to detach away from it. My friend said that Palm is not so good. I should really think of investing in smartphone cos she said'it's the in thing'. aiyo. leceh.

My day is pack today. I need to do some early packing of my stuff cos they are going to 'renovate' my workstation. Well finally! Did you know that I've been owning a broken workstation and it could fall and break anytime. Hazard isn't it? But due to cost savings I bear with this broken workstation for past 21/2 yrs. Wonder how my new workstation would look like?

Somehow deep inside me I don't have high hopes of a good equipment. I just hope they have good working PCs.

Well I need to sort my work.

Last day is 27 Aug. That's a sunday which means friday the 25th is my last day.

*argghhh* I almost lost my composition! Tertekan delete button.

Good thing for the recover post button.

ARUGHhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I lost a whole bunch of words that I was typing. MY feet accidentally turned off the bloody switches!!

I'm in no mood now to update. 5 secs ago i was typing more than 200 words!!

urgh

I have a craving ..to shop at Takashimaya, and to either upgrade my handphone to a smartphone or just get an organizer.

pheiitttssss *sticking out tongue* to myself.

Selamat Hari Belia

Memandangkan aku masih belia walaupun tak diberikan official off.. I officially "took off" literally and figuratively.

Semalam semangat cuci all cadar, clean the house, had 3 cycles of washing. Really took advantage of the hot sun. Went out late afternoon to survey for divan and single bed frame. Lupa nak angkat selimut and mattress protector that was hanging outside. In th emiddle of the nite it rained. Well that's another reason for me to wash all over again.

I love washing and hanging out clothes.

Terima kasih atas sumbangan semangat and sokongan anda. Suppose to give my answer today but saja kasi suspense. Besok boleh ah. We got 2 new staffs joining us today.

Ligo nak keluar shopping and tea? Tapi kena tunggu gaji ah for me. That means after 23rd. Lun wanna join?

Later on nak pergi Birdpark!! Yippie!!! I love animals. Hmm maybe animals in captivity! SICK!

Selamat Hari Belia semua!