Thursday, October 30, 2008

INDECISION

SK suggested i blog abt my indecision.. i was thinking to myself *duh*.. shoulda done that. But firstly, i must blog about my October. It's been a trying October. All of us been sick.None stop.Berbalik. Made me about alot of think. The whole world stop and the whole world just closed down in on me. Bcos by default as a wife, it's all on you - the wife. You are the healer, the doctor, the mother, the comforter, etc. And in the midst of all that, you have to juggle work. Damn.. heck care about work. Which i did. I was freaking out bcos i m not reaching my target this month. It's pathetic. It's like I didnt work there for the whole month of October. Oh yeah that's rite, I wasn't really working during the month of October. I just do a peeakaboo at the office and run back home. Lun - thanks for the suggestion. Yes i have to think about it. I am hoping that's its a childhood thingy. It definitely inherited.

AND in the midst of all that - my handphone dilemma. I thought of being a bit more adventurous... go out of my comfort zone.. went out and bought a Sony Ericsson W910i Hearty Red. WOW! RED! i was thinking to myself! I bought myself a colored handphone! Then the phone started giving me problems. It wasn't working for me! Had to send it in for repair and this was only the 1st month of using it. I used for like hmm 4x or so i've decided to give it up. NOW - here is the problem. Going back to Nokia is not so easy now. I've lost touch with the Es the Ns and the Numbers. Ok Nokia education E is business, N is for music. Numbers are traditional stuff no hanky panky. Alrite I want something not so traditional bcos i wanna 'upgrade' however I cannot stand multiple menus, which what Es have. And I'm not really a musicky-downloader person - so buying an N doesn't really make sense. However I tell myself I MUST STICK with NOKIA!

So what did i end up with? Reading a million reviews on the most uppity recent designs. I narrowed down to E71 (which SK has) and E66 which is the 'kinder' version of E71 but has so-so reviews due to the battery's short life. E66 not qwerty, E71 qwerty. then I was thinking ... the qwerty's really small, my fingers don't fit the buttons.. how? E71 is sleek and fits nicely in my palm.My fingers can stretch to all the buttons... cos i'm a one hand sms-er.BUT i realised E71 is 2-handers. Aiyahh so leceh. E66? looks like it has a small screen. I like both make, sleek slim and sturdy.

Well i stil can't figure out which one to get... (dah ngantuk...)

Monday, October 27, 2008

stress

yes i stress. in fact this whole month is kinda 'bad' month for me. Kids sick me sick hubs sick. now hub sick but stil not too bad. now nuha sick.. very sick... so stressd i cried...Ya Allah take the sickness away from her and grant her health back.AMIN!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

dah lama

dah lama.. tak berblogging. sampai lupa log in and password!!!! yipes!

Saturday... buat apa i_mshe?

1. work... so unethical of me....

2. soft rocking... it's been some time...Mr Big, Warrant etc

3. Teaching Bahasa Melayu to my son.. YIPES!

4. My proposed free speech at Hong Lim Park - Mother Tongue for P1 optional! (wakakkakaka)