Dedicated to All Superwoman

You know who you are... but in case you don't... You are Lun, Ligo, Cekya, Yati.. and all women and women at heart! Dont be shy... click.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SLeae3Yoe0 Superwoman Lyrics by Alicia Keys
Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
Slave to humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly
We can fly, Oooohh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman
Alicia Keys Lyrics - Superwoman

My worst demon is me. I cant trust my own self. The greatest cover-up is shopping. And I can tell I have overspend. Eye-ing baggggggggssssssssss Should I do my Masters?

I need something to calm me down. That good ol i dont know what it is....I need that good ol something to make me feel that everything will settle down and it will be alrite

Utter Loneliness

been running around like a mad woman lately. been sleeping late and getting restless sleep. Last nite sent my sister off to uae. and today i was still running around running errands for her, pick up my nephew's stuff to transport to my house. I looked outside look up the sky at 9.30pm its dark blue and I felt lonely. It's not that i dont have any1 else but there is this emptiness inside. Gone are my daily ramblings and smsses to her. Things take on a diff form now.. as in our relationship. And my poor mother, she cried like as if she lost another child, her bestfriend. I wish i just drop everything and dedicate my life to her. Allah makes us stronger Insha Allah. This and many times in my life that money, having it or not having it, it doesnt matter to me. How can i bridge that gap of loss and loneliness for her. What words can I say to comfort her? I wish she would listen to me some time....

marah dan kecik hati

that's what i'm feeling now. is this what i have to go through? accussed of abandoning my own cos she wants the maid? do i have the choice? i'd rather her be happy and let her settle down? am i less of a mother? dont be too quick to judge.i know the whims and fancies of my own children rather my own maid or husband and u can bet on it. and he is quick to dismiss it when i turn around and point it back of the accusation. NO that's not what i mean... then what u mean? I know you too well i know your patterns of argument.. HELLOOO I'm well taught in this area...dont try to play with me...

bingung

In a state of kebingungan... dont know what to do ... what decision to make....by next week i will lose my sister... she moving to uae.. and i'll be all alone... tak tempat nak ngadu...

Hidup Baru - Khas buat Wa

Memang susah.. setiap kali baca blog Wa mesti sama2x air mata melinang. Kata2x yang mendalam sungguh bermakna perasan lahir dari jiwa khas untuk Ibuk yang tercinta. Memang tak ada gantinya.

Wa - memulakan hidup baru bukan senang... tak pelah ambil masa nie untuk merindui Ibuk dan merasakan kehilangan Ibuk. Jaga diri baik2x iye?

Takde yang lebih berharga dari ibuk kan? Jadi jagalah Ayah sebaiknye.

Salam sayang

Chita.

0534

it's not easy reading a fellow/former? friend's blog without feeling a sense of betrayal not to me but to life. How could you go to that extreme? On a brighter note, it reinforces my love for my own kiddos.

Nuha had a bad fall. Scratched of her left part of the face. Had a big knot on her forehead, cuts and bruises on eyebrow eyelid low lid and cheek. Ouch!! I cant help but have a continuous sense of regret overflowing.

I found a site called kiasusingapore, talking about education. Apparently i live no where near a school. Nearest is a chinese ed school, the school i have chosen for my son is 3.1km. I stand no chance of putting him in that school. I also learned that i am late with the volunteering bits. To my fellow Malaysians or any none singaporean reading this, its a crazy system. It's as a good as you have to abandon work in order to send your child to a school. The site explained clearly the various phases of registration. I guess I will just choose 3 of a school beyond 3km range and hope for the best.

Pressure? No. Stress? Yes. Crazy? YES!