So i read my old posts. Realised i've grown from the lost person juggling kids work and life in general i have grown. Is this good? Yes alhamdulillah. Grown due to time age and experience. We say alhamdulillah for all the good and bad however we tend to express more gratefulness when the going is good. Such a contradiction if one doesn't see that gratefulness is necessary even when the going gets hard.
I'm still perplexed by life events, events that Allah determine to be necessary without explanations to me. Such as disappearance of Ligo.
It's good to grow old. I'm waiting to discover how i will be nearing elderlihood... But living in this moment is good alhamdulillah even with all the ups and downs. I've learned greater what it means to trust Allah wholeheartedly. I'm a work in progress and that's good for Allah.
