maghrib

it's maghrib and i'm at work. This is to prepare for this sunday's event. So far been working weekends since like hmm last week. This weekend thing will last up till mid june. Unfortunately for me june tak leh ambik cuti cos bosses semua takde. so kena jadi jaga jap lah.

visited some blog friends webbies. nampaknye ade yg tak update macam aku jugak. busy kot? LUn dah sihat? Dah nampak tummy? I macam rindu dgn u ahh... (ova!)

The Great Singapore Sale update is excitign for me... cos it'll be my first time contributing to the 'economy'

so far I've bought

1 pair of jeans (sponsored by hubby)

white shirt

cinnamon sticks the huge ones

bunga palsu dan pelik

baju for umar

eating alot ( hmm kenapa takde great singapore food sale eh?)

the ring that i wanted (the cheaper one at bugis) rupanya ade faulty. nasib tengok dekat2x jadi tak jadi nak beli. I'm looking for chunky rings.

I do realised taht I need a good holiday break maybe in end june/july. WTL jadi tak nak datang SG? Ligo amacam?

they will be advertising to get some1 to help me out. hopefully this person is a fast learner, creative and efficient as well as good with people.

extreme stress

Thanks LUn for liking my sajak... its just came out just like that. Boleh dikatakan this is my 1st sajak! hhehehe... it was due to extreme pressure at work.

Past few days the Idiot was getting on everybody's nerve and upsetting everybody. I was just waiting for time when it was mine. Truly as i anticipated, idiot walked in tried to find fault with my invitation cards to guests. I just kept quiet don't want to say any word at all.

Rupanya Idiot ade simpan dendam kat aku. Dah lah event round the corner and ade presentation on monday belum buat, Idiot called me just b4 my meeting just now. I told myself that I need to keep my mouth shut and not say anything. Limit my verbal contact with the IDIOT.

Idiot was trying to about one of my staff and his choice of words betul memandang rendah. Truly elitist. Bukan saja dia memandang rendah pada staff aku tapi dia jugak sekaligus hentam aku. Aku tak cakap ape2x tapi bersetuju dengan kata dia.

Tak pernah aku rasa terlalu marah sampai migraine datang macam nak pecah otak. Aku blur and bengang tak tau nakbuat ape setelah keluar dari opis Idiot tu. Aku turun bawah masuk opis ku balik... i need to protect my staff and me. Aku bilang staff tu aku tak pernah nak pakai perkataan F tapi nari macam sesuai untuk melepaskan marah yg meluap.

Aku rasa idiot is out to ruin some of our lives and it is intentionally done. Memang teman satu opis dah kena everytime dorang bersua muka.

Aku dah tak tahan lagi. Aku balik ambik my son.. I was shaking sooo bad, I had chest pain and migraine. Aku telan dua panadol extend. Somehow it's not working on me. Usually tak sempat aku raise 1 finger dah berdengkur dah.

I called me hubby in taxi on the way to pick up son. Hubby kata sudah berhenti saja. Cos its affecting my health.. and in the long run my sanity. Hubby kerja balik lambat... i only had my sis to vent out.

Well looks like Allah has better plans for me. Insha Allah. I pray my exit will be safe and smooth. I hope the idiot will not try to create trouble even as I am making my exit.

Date of self-termination 23 May 2006.

kat opis

kat opis nie macam giler

Ketua giler

sabo pekerja

kat opis nie macam macam giler

kurang pekerja

banyak kerja

kat opis nie macam macam giler

ade yang tak satu hati

ade yang tak cakap sama sendiri

kat opis nie macam macam giler

lebih baik jaga mulut

takut parah akibatnye

update: the position I applied for .. they emailed me yesterday telling me that they have some problems and can only get back to me in mid june or end june. Semalam gua mood swing terus malam2x , nak tido. me think hubby dont understand me feeling told me not to get upset.

am i not entitled to sulk at least for 1 day?

dah lama tak update.

• Honestly I've been ultra busy. I barely have time for food even. Just work eating me up.
• Oh yeah I'm catching up on food. Remember the choc craving. It didnt' go away. After the throat infection horror, I realised my throat will never be the same again. And i think it's got to do alot with my teeth - the other time when I had horrible teeth encounter eventho I'm a toothbrushing freak (teethbrushing!). I'm catching up on Mrs Field's actually. Yummy eating them while typing. I had horrible news that they were closing down! I almost wanted to email the lady who set it up in Sg. So today I had the opportunity to go to the Paragon outlet and asked them about it. Nope they are well and fine. *phew* that was close!
• Any ENT docs out there?
• Went for a job interview. And I am oh so looking forward to leaving my company now! Cos I wanna work for these people!I'm just soo looking forward to a part-time worker life! All these bullshit about workplan. (read entry by lunacy who commented what moojik wrote on workplan.. which is pretty true)
• Ah - I need to read up on new blog entries. I mean all these while I dont even read other people's blog link in people who I commonlly read their blog. Boy that's mouthful for me to type.
• Great Singapore Sale - this Hari Raya ( bayar utang blum abis .. dah pikir hari raya) I will embrace the GSS. I never did ever join the GSS. I saw WMF periuk that I wanted. Tapi I realised the periuk is quit light for stainless steel. tapi the cover okay. Ade sapa tau camne nak beli periuk bagus? Neway kata orang GSS is realy cheap. I've already made my shopping list! *wink*
• speaking of shopping - i saw this ring i like. $215. Then tadi went to bugis saw another ring I like also $59. arggggghhhhhh... tough! I like both. I need to see them both again! ahahha
• I need jeans.
• My house is infested with nyamuk! I got bites allover.
• Ooh during me throat infection week - i broke my glasses .. tak sengaja. *sigh* and the following day I received a call for interview scheduled the next day! dah laa rabun buruk! Had to used contacts. Argghhhh sakit mata. Neway due to kesilapan kedai tu, I'm going to get another pair for free *wink*
• Note to self - never bring umar shopping. He can make u go broke!
• I hope to tender my resignation by end of May!
• *burp* i ate 1/2 a large murtabak and 10 pieces of choc chips! yipes! brush teeth!

been sick

Been sick lately. Infact still am sick. I have throat infection and there is ulcer deep in my throat. It affects my ear and my hearing. When I eat or drink it's so painful. Well.. now i'm back at work. Cos it's friday. 1 working day left. Not looking forward to work. maybe because dah lama tak kerja. sooo liat. and there are piles of paper on my table!

*sigh*

besok gi vote. amacam lun?