overdoing

Yes I think I am overdoing it. My girl has 2 dozens clothes that may last her till she is 6-8mths! But I can't remember where I put some of her clothes that she is suppose to wear when she comes back from the hospital. Still we have yet to complete our baby stuff shopping. And I absolutely when crazy (eksyen je) when I saw this baby bag from mothercare that cost $125!!!

Ahh... at 27 weeks I can't wait to give birth! I have like hmm 13 weeks to go.. Macam lama lagi gitu. I can't wait! I pray that Allah will give her health, iman and wisdom. Amin. Thus far i've gained like 6kg only. Unlike when I was pregnant with umar I totally ballooned! And i'm all in love with my son, Umar cos he keeps me laughing. Of course he gets on my nerve but he is simply too adorable and I love him soooooooooo much. Ah speaking of him, school re-opens soon. He will be takign the school bus next year. I wish I don't have to put him on the bus. It's like abandoning him .. a betrayal! *sigh* it has to be done. I can't imagine him 1 hr on the bus ride to school and home. arrrghhhh. Allah please protect my son from harm.

This one (the girl) has character... and pretty vocal ( i hope she is pretty and vocal!) Sometimes i have to tell her to tone down abit or to keep quiet (hehehe dalam perut dah kena marah!) and amazingly she understood and listened to me!

But I'm a sensitive schmuck which i've never been. Easily offended especially when I feel my husband did wrong (or something nothing wrong even!). I crave for expensive chocolates! yipes! but i hold myself back - and fresh fruit juice and fruits. And I like McCafe's cappucino..which early morning today I overdose myself on it!

I don't know whether to rejoice the time I have now or to be impatient for the baby's arrival.. which means I'm gonna be very busy. I can't imagine what 2007 would hold for me or how things maybe. I simply cannnot imagine how things will be with 2 kids. So how is it for you lun and ligo? tell me.